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Douvall vows to quit surgery for good
Published Tuesday, Feb 10 2009, 00:56 GMT | By Sarah Rollo

The glamour model, real name Sarah Howes, told The Sun that she wanted to become someone else to forget her torment and escape her self-loathing.
The 28-year-old has now vowed to quit surgery following a spell in rehab.
"I had a very, very unhappy childhood. From the moment I woke up to the moment I went to bed I lived in fear. My abuser was someone close to the family. I killed off Sarah Howes a long time ago and for years I wouldn't allow myself to think about her or to remember anything because it was too painful. I never told a soul about the abuse," she said.
'All I ever wanted to do was reinvent myself as Alicia Douvall because I hated myself so much. I thought I was the ugliest person in the world. I've had more than 100 operations now and if I'd carried on I would have come out of hospital in a box."
Douvall, who once dated footballer Dwight Yorke, walked off Love Island in 2006 because she could not take the "humiliation" of being voted off.
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