Cheryl Cole: 'Life is a rollercoaster'

Cheryl Cole has described her life as a rollercoaster.

The Girls Aloud singer and X Factor judge told More that the past few years have seemed like a cycle of ups and downs, Metro reports.

Cole said: "You have to have a learning curve. Pleasure vs pain. In general, my life goes s**t, s**t, s**t, amazing, amazing, amazing. I'm on the biggest rollercoaster ever. I feel like, for the past six months, I'm starting to level out.

"I'm sure at some point the nemesis will come back, but I feel like when all the bad things happen there'll always be something good coming."

She continued: "I'm very distrusting. But at the same time I'm not going to allow the few people who have misplaced my trust to allow me to mistrust the good people.

"It's a constant battle. My mind is a battlefield. Maybe there's a song in that."

Despite claiming that she is not currently trying to have a baby, Cole added: "My job is make-believe and at the end of the make-believe I'll always have family. So if I'm blessed, touch wood, I'd love a big family."